I wanna have sushi. Tomorrow I wanna eat tom yum and Mac's shaker fries. I want to eat foodddd. Now I don't care about me being fat anymore hehe, its annoying.

Pay day's coming, I'm so excited ^^

Spam Self

• I am a nerd.
• I love books, I can't survive without them.
• I love my lousy webcam.
• I hate the cold weather.
• I am the scariest spendthrift you'll ever met.
• I love my hair.
• I am quite happy now.
• I feel lethargic.
• I need to eat fattening food.

Tomorrow, I am eating my favourite food again for dinner. So, what's on the menu for lunch?

Today's weather is really terrible. I hate the cold and I'm having a bad flu. I can't stop sneezing and on top of that, my house officially stink of my pet hamster's pee. I wish the rain would stop, now I think I'll have to postpone my jogging plans, I didn't have 2.4 last and this week! My fats are piling on every part of my body and I can't stand it! Hopefully the rain will stop later and prolly I'll go running.

I hate this time of the year. Remember that I have this weird skin allergy, which will react badly towards cold weather? It always happen during this time of the year, and I would be covered in red itchy spots and they would left scars till the following march. Its coming now I can feel it, and I have to start wearing jeans!

Anyway, I woke up really late today, had cereal for brunch and out of no reason, I started thinking about old friends and how much I've lost. People come and go in my life, and that suck. I'm bad at friendships and to me, family and friends means a lot to me. But still, people like to put words in my mouth and accuse me of something I didn't do. From secondary school to poly, its like a repeating cycle. I decide that guy friends are less complicated, because they don't care much for gossips, they don't bitch, they don't over react, and best of all, they are awesome brothers! I know this bunch of guy friends I had, and I know that we'll always be the best of friends. Thankfully I've got a handful of girl pals, whom I understand and would walk on in this life with me. To the bad ones in my past, SCREW YOU BITCHES. I had enough. Especially with the ones who contradicted and behaved like a childish brat. All those girls who had left, you were the biggest disapointment. I can't believe I had cried for you before. Kiang once said, remember the good deeds friends did for you, and forget about the silly mistakes. But it was one time too many for me, can't call it coincident because the same thing kept repeating. What I have, I'm contented. Its enough and I really wish that none of you guys are gonna leave again! Am glad that I'm widening my social network and catching up with a few old pals and being good buddiest with my working colleagues. For that, I love Valerie very very much because she saved my Sunday the 13th! Working is always so fun with you! :)

Enough about that, I was just having one of those moments. Anyway, ANTM cycle 13 finale is out, I'm gonna catch it! I need to have a warm shower, my flu is killing my brain.

Speaking of brain, buttbraindickson and marinatedpigel, ice cream treat for the winner!

Remember her?

She's Anya from cycle 10 of ANTM. Look where is she now!! Featuring in CLEO!

My work is getting dull, I used to brag on how much I would benefit from my work, how relaxing my days are gonna be and how much more I'm getting paid compaired to the others. Apart from all these, yes, it is easy job, just tending to a few stuffs here and there, and most of the time I'll be sitting behind the counter, reading, watching boring television shows, eating, occasionally using the internet secretly or staring into space. I'm pretty much doing the same old thing each and everyday without learning anything new. Well maybe, I learnt how to use fax and photocopying machine, and repairing them at the same time. Everyday I'm just waiting for the days to pass faster, I'm getting nearer and nearer to pay day, that's the only thing which makes me happy! Other than that, I've no drive in life, it's just work, home, work, home every single day. Boring huh?

Few days ago I saved a few daisies form dying, it brighten up my day! Who says flowers are a waste of money and its useless? They brighten up moods for sure, especially when they are my favourite kinds :)



I wish I were rich. I'm actually the kind of girl who enjoys books and computer games and geeky stuffs, now l4d 2 is out, my brother's rich friend is playing it and I'm so dead jealous. I wish I had a good computer just for gaming haha. Anyway I decided to get a camera again, the old one died due to some awesome friend of mine who dipped it in martell or something haha. Need to save up for so many things! Overseas trip with ______ ^^ and camera and oh oh! Xmas is coming!

This year flies pretty fast huh?

I DIG THIS, DAMN GOOD DAMN GOOD DAMN GOOD. I wish I were a boy, I could play guitar I love songs like these without being called "boyish".

Yesterday:

Terrible tummy ache, I nearly died I guess.

Today:

Felt so much better, met up with Kiang, Edward and Emmett for movies and chats. Honestly I'm feeling very boyish these days because I'm hanging out with guys and I saying this to amos, that if one day I got hooked up with one of your guy friends it'll feel super incest HAHA.

And I guess, most likely I'll be going to _______ WHICH IS SO AWESOME!

ANTM is great. Nicole ftw definitely!

My shoulders and neck is aching from all the bending while watching 2012 from near front seat. Effing good show everyone should watch it, like prolly the movie of the year or something like that. And when I reached home something gone wrong with my tummy and there seems to be plenty of air its hurting rather badly so I can't sleep, I'm farting every 5 minutes because that's the only way to get air out of my tummy :(

Taylor Lautner is the cover of Men's Health in Dec 2009 and I'm wondering whether I should buy just for the sick that I love him and his hot body to death (Which I know I won't even read a single content inside but to stare at his cover page). O do you know Miss J (One of the ANTM judge) is actually a father? Wow I'm seriously amazed, I thought he had sex with someone but no, he is just a sperm doner but still, wow. He has killer legs for sure.

My tummy is really hurting madly and I honestly think I'll die of fartation (is there such a word?) and craning my neck watching a movie can realy cause muscle ache, this is weird. Sorry that I'm writing weirdly now must be the result of stomach gas.

I shall go try to sleep now. Tomorrow is an off day for me I am so gonna nua big time. Gonna pray damn hard that bkk trip is coming my way........